i just realised it's so easy to blog about teenytiny things, but so hard to blog about things truly significant/that really matter. maybe it's because the enormity of the task to express fully the complexity of episodes combined with emotions simply overwhelms me, and i'm left just staring at a blank screen not knowing where to start.
i'll never be a journalist at this rate. nor do i intend to, i suppose. but perhaps i ought to start. (not being a journalist; penning down things that truly matter)